ÌrvrI
2005 dy ies aMk nfÜ insoq afpxy eIlYktRfink
sÌr dy do sfl pUry kr irhf hY.
kI ieh prcf ipCly do sflF ivc afpxI koeI vwKrI
pCfx pYdf kr sikaf hY? kI ieh ivdyÈF
ivc vsy pMjfbIaF dI soc ivc koeI juMbÈ
ilaf sikaf hY? ikhVf hY iesdf aijhf nvF pwK,
ijsdy leI ieh pMjfbI pfTkF qoN Aucycy iDafn
dI mMg krdf hY?
ieh aqy aijhy hor svfl ijs lyKy joKy dI mMg
krdy hn, Ausdy leI AuhnF afiÈaF qy mMqvF
ƒ duhrfAuxf ËrUrI hY, ijnHF ƒ
lY ky insoq quiraf sI.
dunIaf dy ijs ihwsy ivc vI pMjfbI vsy hoey hn,
AuQy pMjfbI prcy vI pRkfÈq ho rhy hn.
bhuqI QfeIN Cpx vfly pMjfbI pricaF dI igxqI
pMjfbI vsoN dy ihsfb nfÜ eynI iËafdf
huMdI hY ik bMdf ieh socky hI ckrf jFdf hY ik
kI pMjfbIaF ivc pVHn df ÈOk swcmuwc eynIaF
bulMdIaF pfr kr cuwkf hY?
pr aKbfrF dI eynI Ëbrdsq Brmfr dy bfvjUd
koeI aijhf prcf Gwt hI hwQ lwgdf sI ijhVf pMjfbI
pfTkF sfhmxy koeI nvF pRIpyK pyÈ krdf
hovy qy AuhnF dI idRÈtI qy soc ƒ
sOVIaF sUbfeI qy prMprfgq vlgxF ivcoN bfhr inklx,
nvyN apxfey dyÈF dIaF hkIkqF ƒ smJx
qy bdl rhy ivÈv qkfiËaF nfÜ
qgx leI vMgfrdf hovy.
insoq kuwJ aijhy afÈy ƒ lY ky quiraf
sI qy qIsry sfl ivc kdm rKidaF ieh eysy afÈy
nfÜ juVy rihx df vcn duhrfAuxf cfhygf.
ieh vcn duhrf ky insoq drasl AuhnF socvfnF qy
dfnÈvrF df huMgfrf hI Br irhf hY, ijhVy
keI hor buinafdI mfmly sfhmxy ilafAux qoN ielfvf
ieh vI Kbrdfr kr rhy hn ik iPrkU quawsbF qy
smfjI ivqkiraF qy vMzIaF AuWqy afDfrq rogI vqIiraF
qy ivcfrF ivruwD lVfeI lVy bgYr iËMdgI
dy iksy Kyqr ivc qrwkI sMBv nhIN.
hoxf qF ieh cfhIdf sI ik ieh qfVnf pwCmI dyÈF
ivc vsy hoey pMjfbI qy hor ihMdusqfnI BfeIcfiraF
vwloN afAuNdI ikAuNik Auh afpxI awKIN dyK rhy
hn ik jy ieh dyÈ awgy vwD rhy hn qF ies
ivc iehnF dy socx ZMg df vI bhuq vwzf ihwsf
hY. jy iehnF dysF ivc rfj, kfƒn qy isafsq
ƒ Drm nfÜoN awz rwiKaf jFdf hY qF
iesdf kfrn inrf isDFqk jF akfidmk nhIN. koeI
rfj iksy Drm ƒ afpxy moiZaF Auqy svfr krky
nf qF amlI suaflF Auqy suqMqr soc ivcfr ƒ
XkInI bxf skdf hY qy nf hI afpxy sfry nfgirkF
leI iewko ijhy mnuwKI aiDkfr XkInI bxf skdf
hY. prvfsI BfeIcfry jfxdy hn ik jy kYnyzf ivc
rfj Drm inrpwK nf huMdf qF AuhnF leI ieQy itkxf
ikMnf aOKf ho skdf sI. prvfsI BfeIcfry ieh qF
cfhuMdy hn ik kYnyzf Drm inrpwKqf AuWqy pihrf
idMdf rhy pr afp Auh smJdy hn ijvyN Drm qy isafsq
ƒ rl gz kIqy ibnf AuhnF dI Kyz bxdI hI
nhIN, hflF ik aijhf kr ky Auh iehnF dohF df
hulIaf vI ivgfV rhy hn qy afpxf rfh vI rok rhy
hn»
iehnF dyÈF ivc aijhIaF duwKdfeI iksm
dIaF vMzIaF qF mOjUd hn ijhVIaF iqwKI afrQk
nfbrfbrI dI dyx huMdIaF hn pr ijs iksm dI iËwlq
BrI iËMdgI keI vrgF ƒ afphudrI smfjI
nfbrfbrI kfrn ihMdsqfn ivc hr roË ijAuxI
pYNdI hY, Aus iksm dI siQqI ieDr nhIN hY. ieh
kihxf qF TIk nhIN hovygf ik nslI Byd Bfv ivruwD
lVfeI iehnF dyÈF ivc Kqm ho cukI hY,
pr aijhI gwl vI nhIN ik iehnF dyÈF dy
muK smfj nslI BydBfv ƒ Drm smJ ky ies nfÜ
cMbVy rihx dI ijwd kIqI bYTy hox. iesdy leI
iehnF dyÈF dIaF srkfrF qy lokF ƒ
afpxI soc qy vqIiraF ivc coKI qbdIlI ilafAuxI
peI hY. iehI kYnyzf sI ijs ivc iksy smyN kfmfgftfmfrU
df iGrxfjnk sfkf hoieaf sI, iehI kYnyzf hY ijhVf
bhu-siBafcfrvfd ƒ afpxI iviBMn pRfpqI vjoN
pyÈ krdf hY.
sfzy BfeIcfry kYnyzIan smfj qoN ijnHF brfbr
dy mnuwKI aiDkfrF dI mMg krdy hn, AuhnF ƒ
afpsI ivhfr df afDfr nhIN bxfAuNdy. ieh TIk
hY ik smfjI vKryivaF ƒ ihMdosqfn vFg eyQy
Dky nfl lfgU krn dI koeI guMjfieÈ nhIN,
Pyr vI vKryivaF BrI mfniskqf keI hor mfVy nqIjy
pYdf krn qoN mukq nhIN afKI jf skdI »
ies df iek sB qoN aÌsosnfk nqIjf ieh
hY ik ieh sfzy BfeIcfiraF ƒ jmhUrI rvfeIey
aÉiqafr krn qoN rokdI hY. iehI kfrn hY
ik ieQy df pMjfbI BfeIcfrf hor ihMdosqfnI BfeIcfiraF
vFg burI qrHF vMizaf hoieaf hY aqy kYnyzf dI
iËMdgI ivc Auh BUimkf nhIN inBf irhf ijhVI
ieh afpxI igxqI qy guxf kfrn inBf skdf hY.
ivaMg ieh hY ik bfkI ihMdosqfn vFg pMjfb qF
hOlI hOlI bdl irhf hY pr sfzy eyDrly BfeIcfry
smfjI pCVyvyN dI ijs soc nfl ijQoN qurky eyQy
phuMcy sn, Aus qoN do kdm ipCy qF gey hoxgy,
agy Aukf nhIN vDy» afpxI ies ipClKurI
soc ƒ jfieË TihrfAux leI Auh afpxI
vKrI hoNd ƒ kfiem rKx qy afpxy ivrsy ƒ
sMBflx dIaF byqukIaF gwlF krdy hn»afpo
afpxI QfeIN svY-sMquÈt hoky bYTy rihx
dI sUJhIx rucI kfrn ieh BfeIcfry nf kyvl afpxy
aMdrly vKryivaF ƒ hor vDf rhy hn sgoN hornF
Gt igxqI kimAUintIaF nfl sFJ pfAux qoN vI GbrfANdy
hn, hflF ik aijhI sFJ vDfky sfrIaF hI Gt igxqIaF
eyQoN dI iËMdgI ivc afpxI hoNd qy BUimkf
ƒ vDyry mfxXog qy muasr bxf skdIaF hn»
insoq dy ieh jqn rhy hn ik kimAUintI sfhmxy
aijhy krVy svfl KVHy kIqy jfx ijhVy Ausƒ
vylf ivhf cukIaF prMprfvF, smfjI imiQafvF qy
mfnqfvF AuWqy ivcfr krn leI AuksfAux»
insoq dy iehnF jqnF df koeI mul hY qF ies leI
ik ieh Aus soJI df hI pqf idMdy hn, ijhVI smfjI
qbdIlIaF dI loV bfry ihMdosqfn ivc vDyry KulHky
sfhmxy af rhI hY»ihMdosqfn dIaF vK vK
XUnIvrstIaF ivc ies qy eysy qrHFN dy hor buinafdI
iviÈaF AuWqy Koj pqr ilKy jf rhy hn,
mIzIey ivc smfjI svflF AuWqy bihsF ho rhIaF
hn qy AUc nIc dI ËhnIaq ƒ Dfrmk AupdyÈF
dy inrfrQk gyV ivcoN kZky mnuWKI aiDkfrF, jmhUrI
soc, smfjI ivkfs dIaF loVF qy ikrq dI mrXfdf
nfl joV ky sfhmxy ilaFdf jf irhf hY»sfzy
smfj dI sB qoN vzI ÉfmI ieh hY ik jdoN
koeI svfl Ausdy leI pRyÈfnI df kfrn bx
jFdf hY qF ieh afKxf ÈurU kr idMdf hY,
“aijhI koeI gwl hY hI nhIN»”
pr akfdimk, bOiDk qy smfjI pWDr AuWqy ho rhy
vK vK AuprfilaF kfrn sfzy smfj leI hkIkqf qoN
munkr hoxf asMBv huMdf jf irhf hY» aijhy
Auprfly ihMdosqfn qoN bfhr vI kuJ nf kuJ asr
ËrUr pfAuNdy hn, pr Aus qIKxqf nfl nhIN
ijs dI loV hY»
insoq ƒ aihsfs hY ik ijhVf kfrj Auh inBfAuxf
cfhuMdf hY Auh iesdy vsIilaF nfloN ikqy ikqy
vwzf hY» qF vI iesny aijhy vD qoN vwD
socvfnF, rfjnIqk aYktivstF qy lyKkF nfl juVn
dy jqn kIqy hn ijhVy sfzy smfj dI vDyry mfnvI
afDfr AuWqy kfXfklp leI jUJ rhy hn aqy aijhf
kridaF Auh pMjfbI bolI dI smrQf qy pMjfbI sfihq
dI amIrI ivc vI vfDf kr rhy hn» ieh iek
hkIkq hY ik iksy bolI qy Ausdy sfihq df ivkfs
qF hI ho skdf hY jy Aus ƒ bolx, Aus ivc
ilKx qy Ausƒ pVHn vfly purfxy ivcfrF ƒ
JuTlfAux qy nvyN nvyN ivÈy qy nvyN iÉafl
ies ivc ilafAux» iksy bolI leI ijhVI gwl
sB qoN vwD Gfqk sfbq huMdI hY Auh Aus bolI nfl
sbMDq smfj dI KVoq hY»
insoq ƒ pqf hY ik kMipAUtr dy mfiDam rfhIN
ieh bVy sImq pfTkF qwk hI phuMc skdf hY»
ieh ies dI iek hor mjbUrI hY»iesƒ
Aus idn dI AuzIk hY jdoN ieh ies mjbUrI AuWqy
kfbU pf leygf qy vwD qoN vwD pfTkF qwk phuMc
pYdf kr skygf»insoq ieh inÈfnf
‘pMjfbI bolI dI syvf’ dy nFa AuWqy
nhIN, sgoN, afpxy lyKF, khfxIaF, kivqfvF afid
dI mOilkqf qy imafr dy afDfr AuWqy krnf cfhygf»
‘pMjfbI mF bolI dI syvf’ ijhI PukrI
nfhrybfËI qoN bcxf ies leI ËrUrI hY
ik ijnI durgq pMjfbI dI ies dy, ‘inÈkfm
syvk’ kr rhy hn, EnI ies dy doKI vI Èfied
hI kr skx»
insoq afpxy pfTkF qoN afpxy inÈfny dy
smrQ hox dI kfmnf dI afs rKdf hY»
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