bfbl dy GroN DI dI zolI qurdI hY qF hr awK roNdI hY, hMJUaF nfl syjl huMdI hY - bfbl ny DI qorI “cfry kMDF vy cubfry dIaF hwlIaF”, jF “awj dI rfq rwK nI mFey, rvF bfbl dI bx ky golI nI mFey”- ijhnF cfhvF qy mlHfrF nfl bfbl DI ƒ sohry Gr jfx leI qordf hY Auh cfa qy mlHfr 17 sflF dI amndIp atvfl dy mwQy qoN Aus dy bfbl ny ies qrHF pUMJ idqy ik hr bfbl df isr Èrm qy nmoÈI nfl Juwk igaf hY hr mF df klyjf Pwt ky mUMh ƒ af igaf hY. “sdIaF qoN aOrq ny aOrq hox df qsIhf inwq idn idl qy jiraf hY”. pr Aus kTor pwQr idl bfp dI awK islI nhIN hoeI sgoN Auh afpxy vihÈI guwsy dy Aubfl ƒ kfbU nf kr skx dI gYrËuMmyvfrI df doÈ afpxI hI mfsUm bwcI dy isr “KudkÈI” df doÈ mVH ky afpxy afp ƒ byksUr dsx leI vkIlF dI Èrx ivc clf jFdf hY.
amndIp dy ipqf ƒ adflq ivc afpxy afp ƒ “nft igltI” Qfp ky swcf hox leI mrI hoeI DI dy iKlfP mukwdmf lVn leI zwtx ligaF vI Aus ƒ afpxy jurm dI soJI nf afeI. jurm krky jurm ƒ mrI hoeI DI dy isr mVHn vflf jy ieh iensfn hY qF ieh iensfnIaq aqy bfp dy irÈqy Auqy Dwbf hY. amndIp dIaF cIÉF pukfrF sux ky DrqI pft ikAuN nf geI, qy aijhy bfp ƒ ingl ikAuN nf geI Auh bfp jo afpxI DI leI ardfs krdf sI ik DI kfr hfdsy ivc hI mr jFdI ikAuNik rUVIHvfdI ies bfp leI ieh socxf vI asih sI ik Aus dI DI iksy gYr-jfqI muMzy nfl ipafr-sMbMD rwKy. Auh bfp BfvyN idn rfq ies Èrm qy byieËqI Auqy guwsy ivc KOldf irhf hovygf, pr iensfnIaq dy nfqy Aus ƒ koeI hwk nhIN sI ik Auh afpxI DI ƒ ies qrFH byrihmI nfl kql kr idMdf. jy kIqf sI qF iPr afpxI mfn mirafdf ƒ kfiem rKdf qy mrd bx ky ihwk QfpV ky jurm ƒ AudoN hI kbUl vI kr lYNdf. pr jurm krn vfilaF dI pihlF aMqr-afqmf mrdI hY iPr Auh jurm krdy smyN rqI vI nf ÉOÌ KFdy nf rihm KFdy hn.
ieh bfp, rijMdr isMG atvfl, 30 julfeI 2003 ƒ jdoN afpxI Borf Br mfsUm bwcI dI KUn nfl lwQ pwQ lfÈ ƒ lYNglI mYmorIal hspqfl lY ky afieaf qy nrsF ƒ disaf ik Aus dI DI ny afpy cfkU mfr ky KudkuÈI kr leI sI. amndIp jo ik iek imlxsfr qy hwsmuK 17 sflF dI Br jvfn muitafr sI, jo kfr dI, ijs ƒ Aus df bfp clf irhf sI, muhrlI sIt ivc sIt-bYWlt ivc jkVI, sfhF dy nfl hI afpxIaF bMd motIaF awKF ivc supny bMd krky ZfeI GMty aihl peI rhI hovygI. iktImYt qoN vYnkUvr afAuNidaF iks smyN ieh iGnONxf hfdsf vfpiraf qy iks qrFH Aus dI sihk sihk ky pIV ivc qVPdI dI jfn inklI hovygI, ikMnI vfr Aus ny cIÉ cIÉ ky mF ƒ afvfËF mfrIaF hoxgIaF, ikMnI vfr Aus ny dirMdy bfp agy vfsqy pfey hoxgy. pr Aus dy bfp dy kMnF ivc prMprf df, hYNkV qy hfAumy df iswkf Zilaf hoieaf sI qy Auh guwsy ivc Biraf ZfeI GMty AuvyN hI gwzI clfeI qurI igaf nfl dI sIt ivc afpxI hI DI df KUun nucV irhf sI Aus ny Ausy qrFH hI vihMdf rihx idqf.
amndIp dIaF gorIaF shylIaF dy kort ivc idqy ibafnF qoN pqf lgdf hY ik amndIp aksr afpxIaF shylIaF ƒ afpxy bfp dy BYVy guwsy bfry qy Aus dI kTorqf bfry disaf krdI sI, qy ieh vI dsdI sI ik Auh afpxy mfipaF qoN bhuq zrdI sI. ies leI Aus dIaF shylIaF vI amndIp dy iek nyitv muMzy, tOz mYkfieËr nfl ipafr-sMbMD gupq rwKx ivc mdd krdIaF sn. mfipE ƒ qF 2 jUn 2003 ƒ hI pqf lgdf hY jdoN amndIp qy tOz df kfr hfdsf ho jFdf hY. kfr amndIp dy bfp dI sI qy ies durGtnf ivc tOz ƒ bhuq swtF lgIaF qy Aus ƒ iek hPqf hspqfl rihxf ipaf sI. ies ipwCoN amndIp df bfp DI dy skUl igaf qy Aus ny Aus dI tIcr agy afpxf qOKlf Ëfhr kIqf ik Auh afpxI DI dy gYr-jfqI muMzy nfl ipafr-sMbMD ƒ cMgf nhIN smJdf sI ikAuNik Aus df kihxf sI ik AutOz Aus dI DI dy lfiek nhIN sI”. ies kfr hfdsy qoN bfad dUjy idn amndIp ny afpxI tIcr ƒ disaf ik Aus dy mfpy kfr dy tuwtx qy nfrfË nhIN sn pr tOz dy Aus dy nfl kfr ivc hox krky bhuq nfrfË sn.
ieh TIk hY ik kYnyzf df kfƒn iensfn ƒ EnI dyr bygunfh smJdf hY ijMnI dyr qwk Aus df gunfh sfbq nhIN ho jFdf. ies leI jurm krn vflf vkIlF dy rfhIN kort ivcoN suxvfeI ƒ agy pf ky smF KRId lYNdf hY iesy krky ies kys dI ijrfh lgBg do sflF ipCoN hoeI qy PYsly qy phuMicaf hY.ijAUrI bYTI, sbUq afey, gvfhIaF hoeIaF pr ijs nfl ieh hfdsf vfpiraf Aus ivcfrI dI BtkdI rUh adflq dIaF kMDF nfl tkrf tkrf ky kih rhI sI - Aubfbl ivdf kryNidaf, afh qUM kI kr bYTf”. iks qrFH inrdoÈ hox df mKOtf pihn ky mujrm dy ktihry ivc bYTf amndIp df bfp ikvyN sB kuJ suxI igaf Ausy qrFH hI ijs qrFH Auh qVPdI amndIp dI lhU nfl iBjI dyhI ƒ kfr dI sIt qy luVkI ƒ rK ZfeI GMty kfr clf ky leI igaf ó óiPr Auh GVI afeI jdoN bfp dI aMqr-afqmf ny afvfË idqI hovygI jdoN soJI afeI hovygI ik Aus df jurm kfƒn dI awK qoN bc nhIN skygf, Aus dy kTor ihrdy ƒ dsqk dy ky JMJoiVaf hovygf qy Aus ivc afpxy vihÈIpuxy ƒ kbUl krn dI ihMmq afeI hovygI.
22 jUn 2005 ƒ bI sI suprIm kort dI mfxXog jwj, kYQrIn vYj ny rijMdr isMG atvfl ƒ pwcI sflF dI sËf suxfAuNidaF ikhf ik imstr atvfl ƒ 16 sfl kYd dI sËf Bugqx qoN bfad hI prol dI sMBfvnf ho skdI hY. jwj vYj ny ikhf ik inhwQI amndIp Auqy bVf inrdeI, iBafnk, vihÈI qy gMBIr hmlf kIqf igaf, qy ies sfry hmly dy dOrfn amndIp mUhrlI sIt qy sIt-bYlt ivc jkVI bYTI rhI qy Aus leI ieh afKIrlf smF bhuq hI duwKdfeI qy pIV Biraf irhf sI. kort dy PYsly smyN amndIp df pRymI tOz mYkfieËr vI kort ivc hfËr sI. tOz ny jwj dy PYsly qy qslI pRgt kIqI pr ikhf ik ieh kfhdI qslI hY Aujo myry kol sI Aus ƒ qy amndIp ƒ kuJ vI vfps nhIN ilaf skdf”. Aus ny ikhf ik atvfl prvfr vloN iksy ny vI af ky Aus ƒ bulfieaf qk nhIN. pr tOz dy ipqf, zYn mYkfieËr ny afpxy puwqr nfl duwK sFJf kIqf qy pqfrkfrF ƒ disaF ik kort dI Aus sI hfËrI qF amndIp ƒ iek ÈrDFjlI ByNt krn vfsqy sI.
aPsos asIN ajy pCVy hoey hF!
hux amndIp dy prvfr vloN rijMdr isMG atvfl leI apIl krn leI socxf ies gwl dI gvfhI hY ik bfp dy ikrdfr ƒ Auh vI shI grdfndy lgdy hn aqy byrihmI nfl mfrI jf cukI DI nfl mfsf Br vI hmdrdI jF ies iGnONxy kfry dI soJI nhI rKdy jfpdyN. jdoN rijMdr isMG atvfl ƒ sËf suxfeI geI prvfr dy bfkI sfry mYNbr kort ivc hI AucI AucI DfhF mfr ky rox lg pey.DI ƒ mrI ƒ lgBg do sfl df smF bIq cukf hY. amndIp dy ies iGnONxy kql df vYnkUvr, srI, aYbtsPorz qy loar mynlYNz dy qkrIbn sfry iswK BfeIcfry ivc iqwKf pRqIkrm hoieaf hY. aOrqF Auqy huMdy qÈwdd dI rokQfm leI kMm kr rhIaF kuJ jQybMdIaF ivcoN, Ausmfnqf” aqy Aushfrf grUp” dy mYNbrF ny amndIp ƒ ÈrDFjlI ByNt kridaF ies gwl qy bybsI Ëfihr kIqI ik sfzy smfj ivc ajy vI qÈwdd dI rokQfm leI koeI Tos kdm nhIN cuky jf rhy. koeI vI jQybMdI inqwr ky sfhmxy nhIN afeI jo kuVIaF ƒ ies qrFH mfrn dI BrpUr inKyDI kry. aPsos ies gwl df hY ik bhuq sfry prMprfvfdI prvfr aMdro aMdrI zrdy hn ik aijhf krn nfl Auh ikqy rUVIHvfdI Dfrnf dy iKlfP afvfË qF nhIN AuTf rhy hoxgy.iËMdÊI ijAuNx dy imafr ivc qF hI qbdIlI af skdI hY jy pihlF smfj ivc ivcrn vfilaF dI soc ivc qbdIlI afvy.
jdoN vI kdI aijhI iGnONxI Gtnf sfzy smfj ivc vfprdI hY qF mnuwKvfdI smfj aqy siBafcfr sO sfl pCwV jFdf hY. ajy kuJ ku sfl hI hoey hn ik myplirj dI iek nOjvfn pMjfbx ƒ Bfrq Byj ky AuQy Aus df kql ies krky krvf idqf igaf ik Auh AuQoN dy iek sfDfrx qy grIb Gr dy muMzy ƒ ipafr krn lg peI sI qy ies ipafr ƒ ivafh ivc qbdIl krky irÈqy ƒ hkIkq bxf rhI sI.pr Auh muMzf qF Bfrq df hI sI. iesy qrFH ijhVI kuVI mfipaF dy afKy nf lgy Aus dy vI zwkry kr idqy jFdy hn ijvyN ik torFto dy iek nPIs pfiksqfnI joVy ny do ku sfl pihlF afpxI pMj sfl dI DI dy Coty Coty toty krky Gr qoN dUr vKrIaF vKrIaF QFvF ivc dwb idqy qy Èwk ivc PVy jfx AuprMq kort ivc jf ky Aunft igltI” kih idwqf. iks qrFH aijhy mfipaF dI afqmf iehnF ƒ iejfËq idMdI hY ik Auh jurm krky jurm qoN munkr ho jfx!
kI ies df kfrx sfzf qQf-kiQq siBafcfrk ipwqrI ivrsf qy qMg prMprfvfdI DfrnfvF hn ijhnF aDIn aOrq df nf koeI drjf hY nf Aus ƒ iensfn smiJaf jFdf hY! kihx ƒ sfzy iswK Drm ivc ilKI iek quk ƒ bfr bfr duhrf dyxgy Auso ikAu mMdf afKIey ijq jMmY rfjfin” pr aml krn dy pwK qoN iblkul kory ho ky Ausy qrFH hI ikrdfr krngy ijs qrFH prMprf 'coN isiKaf huMdf hY. ijvyN ik guwsf afAuux qy suBfvk hI hwQ hI cukxf hY mfrn qwk hI jfxf hY. kdI nhIN socdy ik guwsf lfhux dy hor vI qrIky ho skdy hn. iesy qrFH jvfn ho rhIaF hI nhIN sfzIaF afm aOrqF dy pYrF ƒ prMprfvfdI sMgl jF DfrnfvF dy ËihrIly nfgF nfl nUV ky riKaf jFdf hY. jy aOrq rqf ijMnf vI afpxI mrËI kr lvy qF Aus df hÈr AuhI huMdf hY jo amndIp df hoieaf? jy iksy aOrq ƒ srIrk qOr qy nhIN mfiraf jFdf qF Aus ƒ mfnisk qsIhy dy ky Aus dI rUh ƒ kucl ky riKaf jFdf hY qF ik Auh kfbU ivc rhy. mrd pRDfn smfj ivc nYiqkqf dy dohry pYmfny isrjy hoey hn- aOrq leI rok vflf qy mrd leI KuHl vflf, aOrq leI nIvF drjf qy mrd leI AuWcf drjf. ieh dohrf pYmfnf ajy vI pRclq hY qF hI aj vI amndIp vrgIaF kuVIaF ƒ iek kIVI jF mwKI smJ ky byrihmI nfl mfr idqf jFdf hY.
hux svfl pYdf huMdf hY ik jy ieh ipafr-sMbMD iswK pirvfr dy iksy muMzy ny iksy gYr-jfqI dI gorI jF kflI jF nyitv kuVI nfl kfiem kIqy huMdy qF kI mfipaF df iehI pRqIkrm hoxf sI? nhIN! ipqf jI ny ihwk qfx ky kihxf sI ik srdfrF/jwtF dy muMzy jvfnI cVHn qy aijhy coj krdy hI huMdy aY. ikAuNik AuhnF ƒ pUrf ivÈvfs huMdf hY ik muMzy ƒ ivafhuxf qF AuhnF ny afpxI jfq bRfdrI ivc hI huMdf hY, pr jy muMzf bhuqf hI KihVf kry qF Aus dI psMd dI koeI kflI, gorI, cInI jF nyitv vI kbUl kr leI jFdI hY ikAuNik muMzf Gr Cwzx dI DmkI idMdf hY, jo ik prMprfvfdI mfipE ƒ mnËUr nhIN huMdf. pr jy iehI iewCf koeI kuVI kry (ijvyN amndIp ny krnf cfihaf sI Auh tOz nfl rihx leI Xojnf bxf cukI sI) qF Aus Auqy AudoN hI sfrIaF rokF Tos idqIaF jFdIaF hn jF Aus ƒ ieMzIaf iljf ky ikqy KpfAux dI DmkI idqI jFdI hY jF iPr ieQy hI Kpfa idqf jFdf hY.
kI ieh hyTI hY? -ik kuVI afpxI mrËI krdI hY, agoN boldI hY ijs df ik Aus ƒ hwk nhIN idqf jFdf. jF ieh Èrm hXf qy hmlf smiJaf jFdf hY- ik lok kI kihxgy ik PlfixaF dI kuVI iksy gYr-jfqI vfly muMzy nfl iPrdI hY jF ivafh krvfAuxf cfhuMdI hY. jF ieh isDf hI iewËq qy hmlf smiJaf jFdf hY - ikAuNik bfbl dI iewËq dI pgVI dI lfj dI rKvflI isrP kuVI ƒ hI Tihrfieaf jFdf hY.
rUVIHvfdI siBafcfr df bhfnf lfa ky aijhy iGnOxy kql ƒ jfieË TihrfAuNxf sfzy pCwVy hox df Ëfihrf sbUq hY. ieh sfzy aOrqF pRqI rvfeIey dI pMj sO sfl purfxI ipCl KVoqI hoeI soc hY. pYsf kmf kmf ky vwzy vwzy Gr Ausfr ky kYzIlYkF rwK ky asIN isPr ijMnI vI qrwkI nhIN kIqI jy sfzIaF kuVIaF ƒ ies qrfH byrihmI nfl kql kIqf jf irhf hY.ikAuNik idmfÊI qOr qy mfsf ijMnI vI qwrkI nhIN kIqI. hux kI bicaf hY bfkI: bhuq hI duwKdfeI qy AudfsI BrI qsvIr - amndIp dy kql nfl ikMnI ku iewËq bc geI? amndIp mr geI, ipE Aumr Br leI slfKF ipwCy bwJ igaf lMmy smyN leI, kI bfkI df prvfr KuÈI nfl ijAuN skygf? Auh KuÈIaF imMtF sikMtF ivc KMB lf ky AuWz geIaF; supinaF dy Auh mihl iCx ivc Zih ZyrI ho gey ijhnF dI cmk dmk ny iensfn dI akl Auqy hfAumy df prdf pfieaf hoieaY.
jfq dI hfAumy, pYsy dI hYNkV hyT guwsy df aMnf byrok rOh qy jo ikrdfr kIqf Auh ikMnf Èrmnfk! Aus qoN vI vwzf jurm - Èrm ƒ lkOx leI sfrI bRfdrI ivc ieh Kbr PYlf dyxI ik kuVI ny KudkuÈI kIqI sI. kuVI vloN gYr-jfqI muMzy nfl ipafr-sMbMD kfiem krnf ikMnf ku vwzf jurm hY ik kuVI ƒ iËMdgI gMvfAuNx dI sËf idqI jfvy? kuVI dy iksy gYr-jfqI muMzy ƒ ipafr krnf qy iksy gYr-jfqI muMzy vloN pMjfbI kuVI ƒ ipafr krn nfl jy iek bfp afpxf isr Juikaf mihsUs krdf sI qF Aus ny afpxy idl dy drvfËy Kohlx dI bjfey kuVI df kql krky sfrI kimAUntI df isr nIvF kIqf hY. sfzf sfrf BfeIcfrf BfvyN shI arQF ivc BFvy ies qrFH mihsUs nf krdf hovy pr iPr vI ijhVy mfipE bVI imhnq krky bhuq ipafr nfl afpxy bicaF ƒ pfl pos ky vwzf krdy hn, AuhnF ƒ ies GtnF ny ËrUr JMJoV ky socx lfa idqf hY ik jy AuhnF dI kuVI ies qrFH krygI qF AuhnF df pRqIkrm kI hovygf?
ies Èrmnfk Gtnf nfl goiraF dy smfj qy siBafcfr ivc sfzy siBafcfr dI hyTI hI nhIN hoeI sgoN sfrI kimAUintI bfry iek hor iGnNOxI Dfrnf- ik ieMzo-knyzIan qF pRym krn qoN rokx leI afpxIaF jvfn kuVIaF vI mfr idMdy hn- pRclq hoeI hY.iek Dfrnf pihlF bxI hoeI hY ik ieMzo-knyzIan afpxIaF kuVIaF dI jMmx qoN pihlF hI BrUx-hwiqaf kr idMdy hn. aijhy smfj aijhy siBafcfr ƒ afpxf kihMidaF vI hux qF Èrm afAux lg peI hY jdoN hr roË aÉbfrF dy PrMt pyj qy ieMzo-knyzIanF dy hI iksy nf iksy kfrnfmy dI surÉI sxy storI lgI huMdI hY. ÈfbfÈ! asIN ikMnI qrwkI dy rfh qy hF! keIaF virHaF qoN cl rhI ieh kurIqI - ik DI dI bjfey puwqr pRfpqI dI Jfk leI aOrq pRqI apxfey BrUx-hwiqaf dy AuqknIkI kirÈmy” ny dunIaf Br ivc jnmdfqI pRqI sfzy dikafnUsI vqIry ƒ bQyrf Èryafm nMgf kr ky rK idqf hY - mgr Èrm df aihsfs sfzy nyVdI vI nhIN lMiGaf ikAuNik aOrq df iek jnnI dy rUp ivc siqkfr qy mfx df Gfx brobr jfrI hY.
jvfn DIaF dy ies qrFH dy iGnONxy kqlF nfl hux kuVIaF ƒ pfl pos ky vwzf krky jdoN jI kry mfr lE dI pRQf pYx ƒ ikMnI ku dyr lgdI hY? keI kuVIaf vydI qy ibTfAux qoN pihlF hI arQI qy iltf idqIaF geIaF ajy pqf nhIN ikMnIaF horF dy mwQy qy ieh ilK idqf igaf hY ik AuhnF ƒ ijAuNdIaF ƒ hI dPn kr idqf jfxf hY. awj lyKkF qy buDIjIvIaF leI ieh bhuq hI BfrI vMgfr df smF hY ik AuhnF dIaF klmF ivc jubMÈ afey qy AuhnF dIaF klmF ivc aijhy vihÈI kqlF dy iKlfP rOh afey. klmF vfilE klmF cuko aqy aijhy iGnONxy kqlF dy iKlfP ilKo. smfj dy AuhnF lokF leI ilKo jo ËihnI qOr qy ajy vI pCVy hoey hn ijhnF dI soc jgIrU qy dikafnUsI hY. ieh qF pMjfbI smfj siBafcfr qy BfeIcfry dI aqy pMjfbI sfihq dI ivÈyÈ krky bhuq hI bdiksmqI hovygI jy asIN ajy vI vMgfr df juafb nf idqf. asIN qusIN, sfrI kimAUintI ny ieho ijhy qÈwdd dI rokQfm leI jy ajy vI afvfË nf AuTfeI qy klm nf cukI. mYƒ XkIn hY amndIp dI afvfË Ausdy bfp dy kMnF qwk phuMcy jF nf pr hr cyqn mwnuK dy kMnF ivc hmyÈf gUMjdI rhygI.