pihlF soicaf sI ik jy imilaf qF ienfm rwd kr dyvFgf aqy ies qrF ‘sLhId’ bxn dI koisLsL krFgf. pr…?
pr XfdF dI glI ivc Pyrf mfr bYTf. AuWnI sO Auxwqr dI iekwqI julfeI dI dupihr nUM qMg pOVIaF cVdy smyN AuWkf hI nhIN sI pqf ik ieh rfh iks pfsy lY jfvygf. pOVIaF cVdy sfr hI pihlI mulfkfq ijs sLKs nfl hoeI Aus df nF eynf vwzf sI ik Aus sfhmxy jFidaF zr lgdf sI. vYsy vI myrI AudoN Aumr vIhF qk vI nhIN sI awpVI. jy shI ikhf jfvy qF Aus idn mYN AuWnI sfl awT mhIny aqy igafrF idnF df hoieaf sF. ies Aumr ivc AudoN Kfs krky zr ijhf huMdf hI hY jdoN qusIN koeI nOkrI lYx leI ‘bfs’ nUM pihlI vfr iml rhy hovo. jy bfs bfry pRBfv ieh hovy ik Auh bhuq hI guwsy vflf hY qF Aus kol pihlI vfrI jFidaF zr lgxf jLrUrI huMdf hI hY. iesy prBfv df pihlf njLfrf AudoN dyKx nUM vI imilaf jdoN bfs ny iqwKI afvfjL ivc pwuiCaf, ‘pMdrF idn dyr nfl ikAuN pujF hYN?’ bfs df nF jgjIq isMG afnMd sI.
mYN eyar Pors ivc pfeilt BrqI hox leI ieMtrivAU dyx igaf hoieaf sF aqy ies kfrn lyt ho igaf sF. jdoN afnMd hurF puiCaf ik kI ilKdf hYN qF mYN huwb ky disaf ik kivqfvF dy nfl nfl khfxIaF aqy nfvl vI lKy hn. svfl sI, ‘kvI bxn afieaYN jF pwqrkfr?’ zry hoey ny jvfb idqf sI, ‘jI pqrkfr!’ ‘qF iPr kivqf kfhdy leI ilKdYN? jy pwqrkfr bxnYN qF kvI jF khfxIkfr nhIN bixaf jfxf….’ Aus idn qoN bfd kvI jF khfxIkfr bxn dI koisLsL Cwz idqI sI hflF ik kdI kdI afpxy afp hI koeI kivqf ‘ilKI jFdI’ rhI. hux qF keI sflF qoN Auh vI nhIN ilKI geI. afnMd hurF dI ilKq dI sLbd jVq, bolI dI Twuk aqy cyqy dI gihrfeI aYsy gux sn ijnF nUM cyqy krky aj vI hYrfnI huMdI hY. Ausy jgjIq isMG afnMd dy pYrF ivc bYT ky agly awT sfl jo kuJ vI isKxf sI Ausy ny hI nIhF df kMMm krnf sI.
ltkdy hoey srIr aqy JUldy jhy ipMjr vflf ijhVf bMdf Ausy smyN hI kmry ivc dfKlL hoieaf Aus dy hwQ ivc Aus dI Gsy hoey lfl rMg dI pwg sI ijs nUM Auh afpxy awD kfly vflF dI jUVI Auqy vlyt irhf sI. iekihry ijsm vfly ies sLKs nUM dyK ky koeI vI nhIN kih skdf sI ik ies ivc ikMnf josL Cuipaf hoieaf ho skdf hY. dfVI ajy pUrI qrF kflI nhIN sI hoeI pr Aus nUM sfry hI ‘bfbf’ kih ky blfAuNdy sn. Blf kflI dfVI vflf vI keI bfbf ho skdf hY? bVy ajIb lokF ivc af iGiraf sF. Aus ny ievyN myry vwl qwikaf ijvyN koeI JtkeI bwkry vwl Aus nUM JtkfAux qoN pihlF dyKdf hY. ies ‘bfbf’ gurbKsL isMG bMnoafxf dy gozy PV ky jo kuJ isiKaf sI Aus df hI iswtf hY ik pVx dI afdq pY skI. bfbf jI df kihxf sI Ik aKbfrI kfmy leI jLrUrI hY ik Auh Aus kfgjL nUM vI pVy ijs ivc Aus ny cft KfDI hY. pqf nhIN ikhVy kfgjL ivcoN kMm dI gwl lwB pYxI hY. agly sflF ivc ieh dyK dyK ky hYrfnI huMdI sI ik rUsI aMbYsI vloN rUsI kUtnIqI jF kutlnIqI nfl BrpUr ijhVf kUVf hr rojL hI bMzl Br Br ky Byijaf jFdf sI, bfbf jI Aus sfry nUM hI pV jFdy sn. koeI eynf KusLk mfl ikvyN sfry df sfrf pV skdf hY? pr hwQ kMgx nUM afrsI kI? sfhmxy hI qF sB kuJ vfpr irhf sI.
iek CItkf ijhf pr pMjIaF ku sflF df hlkI aqy kwtI hoeI dfVI vflf muMzf afieaf qF Auh mYnUM ‘hyTF’ inAUjL rUm ivc lY afieaf. Aus sLOkIn ijhy muMzy nUM sLOkIn hI kihMdy sn. mYN soicaf ik sLUkf bFkf hx kfrn Aus nUM sLOkIn kihMdy hoxgy. pr Aus df qF nF hI sLOkIn isMG sI. ieh gwl mYnUM bfd ivc pqf lwgI. ies sLOkIn dI spsLt ibafnI aqy smfjI srokfrF pRqI phuMc ny pihly idn hI bhuq cMgf pRBfv pfieaf. Aus nfl mgroN keI sflF qk dosqI rhI. AudoN qk rhI jdoN afKrkfr Aus dI iek bhuq hI vwKry ijhy hfdsy ivc mOq ho geI. Aus ny jdoN pihly hI idn bfkI dy sfQIaF nfl vfkPI krvfeI qF ikhf ik ‘afh iek nvF murgf Pfihaf hY.’ afpxy afp nUM murgf khy jfx Auqy hYrfnI vI hoeI aqy zr vI lwgf. pqf nhIN ikvyN JtkfAuxgy?
kmry ivc cOVI CfqI aqy BrvyN mUMh vflf iek grf icwtf drsLnI jvfn idKfeI idqf. Aus dy mUMh Auqy QoVI QoVI ijhI BUrI dfVI sI. sLOkIn ny Aus nUM koeI sLrfrqI gwl khI qF Aus df lfl gorf rMg sLrm nfl hor vI BK ipaf. Aus ny pihly hI idn amrIkI pulfV XfqrI nIl afrmstrFg vloN cMd qoN ilaFdI imwtI nfl sbMDq Kbr anuvfdx leI idqI. mYN sfieMs df ividafrQI sF. ies leI ibnF iksy musLklL dy hI ies Kbr nUM anuvfd idqf. Aus dy gory ichry Auqy lflI hor vI gihrI ho geI aqy Aus dIaF awKF cmkx lwgIaF. bljIq isMG pMnUM nF dy ies sLKs nfl ijhVy awT sfl kMm kIqf AunF sflF dOrfn ieMj lwgx lwgf sI ik ijvyN Auh myry hI pirvfr df mYNbr hovy. pMnUM dI jdoN kuJ sfl bfd iek sVk hfdsy ivc mOq hoeI qF mYN keI idnF qk qfby nhIN sI af sikaf. Aus idn pihlI vfrI mYN sI pI afeI dI bMdF dI nIqI Auqy KLPLf hoieaf sF. ijs idn Aus dI mOq hoeI Aus isn sI pI afeI nfl sbMDq rozvyjL XUnIan ny cfr GMitaF dI hVqfl kIqI sI aqy mYN hr hflq ivc jlMDr phuMcxf cfhuMdf sF. ies ivc dyrI kfrn mYnUM bMdF dI rfjnIqI hI gLlq lwgx lwgI sI.
iesy kmry ivc hI kuJ GMitaF bfd sPYd pqlUx pfeI iek cflIaF ku sflF df drimafny kwd df bMdf dfKl hoieaf. Aus ny dfVI hyTF nUM bMn ky Aus Auqy TfTI bMnI hoeI sI pr isr qoN nMgf hI sI. afAuNdy sfr hI Auh kyNdrI kursI Auqy jf bYTf aqy nMgy isr hI kMm ivc ruJ igaf. pqf nhIN iks qrF dy lokF ivc af igaf sF! pihlF iek jxf isr Auqy pwg vlytdy hoey afnMd jI dy kmry ivc dfKlL huMdf hY aqy hux iek hor ibnF pwg qoN hI af irhf hY. clo mYnUM kI? ieh soc ky mYN cuwp cfp bYTf rihMdf hF. krIb aDy GMty bfd Auh sLKs TfTI Koldf hY aqy kmry ivc bYTI iek cusq ijhI aOrq nUM kihMdf hY, ‘Eh Xfr aimRq, myrI pwg qF kmry ivc hI rih geI.’ iPr sohx lfl nUM afvfjL mfr ky Aus nUM kmry ivcoN pwg ilafAux leI ikhf jFdf hY.
jdoN Auh pwg af vI jFdI hY qF ikMnf hI icr myjL Auqy hI peI rihMdI hY. agly awT sflF qk surjn jLIrvI dI BulwkVI dy hor vI bhuq sfry rMg dyKy pr kmry ivcoN afAuNidaF pwg Buwl jfx vflI BulwkVI qF ijvyN AunF df tryz mfrk hI bx geI. ijs aOrq nUM Aus ny ‘Eh Xfr’ kih ky pwg Buwl jfx dI gwl khI sI Auh AusdI pqnI aMimRq kOr sI. agly sflF ivc KbrF dy isrlyK ilKx dy mfmly ivc ijhVI muhfrq aqy krfmfq surjn jLIrvI qoN iswKx ivc imlI Auh ‘itRibAUnIkrn’ ho ky mwc mr jfx dy bfd vI keI slF qk rVk mfrdI rhI. hux pMjfbI pwqrkfrI ivc Aus qrF dI cusq isrlyKbfjLI krn vflf koeI vI idKfeI jF suxfeI nhIN idMdf. ijLMdgI nUM lqIiPaF nfl BrpUr krn df ijhVf gux ‘jLIrvI jI’ kol sI Auh sLfied hI iksy hor kol hovy.
hlkI aqy pyqlI jhI dfVI vfly ijs hor sLKs nfl Aus pihly hI idn vfh ipaf Aus df nF keI idnF jF hPiqaF mgroN nhIN sgoN mhIinaF mgroN hI pqf lwgf. AuNj qF sfry jxy hI ‘kfmryz’ sn pr Aus sLKs nUM Aucycf ‘kfmryz jI’ kih ky hI bulfieaf jFdf sI. Auh bodf eynf Gwt boldf sI ik keI idnF qk qF ievyN vI lgdf irhf ijvyN Auh sLfied gUMgf hI hovy. Aus df nF srvx isMG sI. Aus ny bhuq mgroN jf ky afpxf nF srvx jLPr rK ilaf sI aqy keI sfl pihlF Auh ieMglYNz cly igaf sI. iksy kMm nUM isr suwt ky ikvyN kIqf jFdf hY ieh qF isiKaf hI, kMm sfQIaF dIaF kMm dIaF aqy GrylU smisafvF ivc AunF dI bylfg mdd ikvyN kIqI jFdI hY, Auh sB kuJ vI ‘kfmryz jI’ qoN isKx df sbb bixaf.
sUcI Kqm nhIN hoeI pr QF Kqm ho rhI hY. Auprly sfry ‘nvF jLmfnf’ ivc sn. brijMdr isMG AudoN ‘ajIq’ ivc sI pr mgroN Auh ‘pMjfbI itRibAUn’ df pihlf sMpfdk bxy. AunF ibnF ieh lyK aDUrf rhygf. afpxy sfQIaF qoN kMMm ikvyN krvfAuxf hY aqy kfrobfrI aqy spsLt syD ikvyN rwKxI hY Aus dI isiKaf ijMnI brijMdr isMG nfl rih ky af skI EnI sLfied hor iksy qoN vI nhIN sI af skdI. ieh gwl vI AunF qN hI iswKI ik Ault aqy Aulfr hflqF ivc vI DIrj df pwlf PVI rwKxf ikMnf jLrUrI huMdf hY.
ienF ivcoN keIaF nUM BfsLf ivBfg vloN idqy jFdy ‘pMj hjLfrIey’ sLRomxI purskfr bhuq pihlF iml cuky hn. keIaF nUM nhIN vI imly. aYqkI guxf eyDr ipaf hY. jdoN krIb qIh bwqI sfl pihlF ieh ienfm sLurU kIqf gaf sI qF ies dI ekm pMj hjLfr hI sI. ies leI AudoN ieh ienfm hfsl krn vfly nUM pMj hjLfrIaf hI ikhf jFdf sI. mihsUs hoieaf ik ienfmF dI isafsq nUM smJx vfly jfxkfr lokF ivc byiejLqI hovygI. Auh kihxgy ik krqUqIN ieh vI iksy qoN ipwCy nhIN. ies leI soicaf sI ik purskfr lYx qoN mnF kr idaF. pr Pyr murfrI ny smJfieaf ik jy lwK rupey dy vwzy lflc nUM dr iknfr vI kr dyeIey qF vI ieh snmfn asl ivc qF AunF Aupr drj kIqy gey lokF nUM hI imilaf hY ijnF ny qYnUM ‘GVx’ ivc Xogdfn pfieaf hY. ies leI ies nUM rwd krky AunF df apmfn nf kr. murfrI dI gwl shI jfpdI hY. ies leI mMn leI hY. pr…!
pr AuprilaF ivcoN jy koeI afpxy afp ies nUM rwd kr dyvy qF ies nUM swcmuc hI rwd smiJaf jfvy.