iBMdI dy jdoN mF bfp qy BYxF BrfvF dy knyzf afAux df supnf vI pUrf ho igaf qF Aus dI KuÈI df koeI itkfxf nf irhf.ijs idn dI Auh ivafh krvf ky knyzf afeI sI,bws awgy hI awgy vDdI rhI sI.hOlI hOlI Auh afpxy duafÜy kIqI kfr qoN bfhr af rhI sI.ipCly kuwJ idnF qoN Ausdy mn aMdr awcbI ijhI lwgI peI sI ijvyN iksy ny Ausdy awgy vD rhy pYrF ƒ Bfry pwQr bMn idwqy hox.Ausdy pqI df Gr aMdr pihlf sQfn hfsl leI sMGrÈ hor iqwKf ho igaf sI.jo iBMdI ƒ kdficwq vI pRvfn nhIN sI.Auh knyzf ivwc Aus qoN keI sfl pihlF afeI sI iBMdI ny hI Aus ƒ mMgvf ky knyzf dI DrqI qy irVnf,qurnf qy dOVnf isKfieaf sI.qy hux Aus ƒ vI KMB inwkl afey sn.iBMdI df pykf pirvfr vI Aus ƒ keI vfr icqfvnI dy cuwkf sI,ik 'ijvyN kMmF qy vwD sinAurtI vfilaF dI pihl huMdI hY iesy qrF Gr ivwc vI qyrI hI puwgxI cfhIdI hY.pRfhuxy ƒ kfbU kr jo qyrI ihwk qy pYr rwK ky awgy lMG jfx dy supny lYNdf hY`.
iewk idn Pyr AusdI mF jsmyl kOr ny gwl qorI ”dyK DIey qYƒ ikvyN knyzf qoiraf sI.qyry ipAu df pUrf swq lwK lwigaf sI qyry ivafh qy[[[.AuhdI qF pfeI pfeI ilKI hoeI af[[[.mYN afpxy sfry gihxy vyc ky qyry pihly shuiraF ƒ tUm Cwly pf ky mMn mnOqF kIqIaF sn.Auh vI qyry ipAu dI puls dI nOkrI krky cfr pYsy juVy hoey sn.ieh sfzI kurbfnI ies krky vI smJ lY ik qyry BYxF BrfvF df kuC bx jfAU.pr hux ieh ho kI irhf ey?amr sfzy krky inwq df klyÈ ikAuN krdf ey?jy qUM nI sfzf iKafl rwKygIN qF hor kOx rwKU?kI asIN nI qyrf iKafl rwiKaf?” Pyr Auh kMn koÜ mUMh krky bolI kI ieMzIaF ivwc qyry vsx dy lwCx sI?AudoN qF ieh hI amr qy iesdy mfpy qyry ipAu awgy afky inwq pUC hlfAuNdy sI ik 'irÈqf lY lAu sfƒ hr gwl mnjUr ey.qy hux ieh iks gwl df roj JwjU pfAuNdf eyN[[[.ieh ƒ kfbU ivwc rwK mYN qYƒ dwsF.”mF lohI lfKI hoeI peI sI.
iBMdI df isr ckrf irhf sI.mF TIk hI qF kih rhI sI.Ausdf ivafh mF bfp ny iksy mksd leI kIqf sI nhIN qF ikhVf bfp afpxI DI ƒ duwgxI Aumr dy mrd qy do bwicaF qy bfp nfl jo inwq df ÈrfbI vI hovy ivafhuMdf ey.iesy krky qF Aus nfloN irÈqf tuwtf sI.jdoN iBMdI ny Gr vfly ƒ Èrfb pIx qoN rokx dI koisÈ kIqI sI qF Aus ny QwpV mfiraf sI.Èfied Ausdf pihlI pqnI nfloN irÈqf tuwtx df vI eyho kfrn hovy.jo donoN bwcy lY ky vwKrI rihx lwg peI sI.qlfk hox qoN bfad vI Aus ny pIxI nhIN sI CwzI pr iesy vjf krky irÈqy dfr sfry Cwz idwqy sn.irÈqydfrF dy ikhx qy vI ik 'kfhƒ iksy hor kuVI dI iËMdgI brbfd krdy hoN` Ausdy mF bfp Aus ƒ Bfrq jf ky ivafh ilafey sn,ik Èfied nvIN bhU Aus ƒ suDfr dyvy,pr prnflf AuWQy df AuWQy irhf.
keI vfrI Auh socdI mYN ivafh ikAuN krvfieaf.pr ieh aslIaq qF Ausdf ipAu srdUÜ isMG vI jfxdf sI.AudoN qF knyzf dy mukfbly ivwc Aus ƒ ieh gwlF bVIaF CotIaF ijhIaF jfpIaF sn ik 'Aumr ƒ hux kOx dyKdf ey.Ëmfnf bdl igaf ey mYN vI qF ipCly vIh vry qoN pINdf hF.sfrI dunIaf hI pINdI ey.nfly knyzf vrgy mulk `c jf ky qF ieh gwlF mfhny hI koeI nhIN rwKdIaF.
Pyr Auh afpxI pqnI ƒ dlIl nfl smJfAuNdf.qUM pMjfb df hfl dyK.nOkrIaF eyQy imldIaF koeI nhIN qy hr bMdf hiQafr cuwkI iPrdf ey.roË jfnoN mfrn dIaF DmkIaF aFAudIaF ny jy ieh hI hflfq rhy qF ies mulk `c rihxf Kflf jI df vfVf nhIN qy Auh vI iewk puils vfly vfsqy.nfly hux qF cfr pYsy koÜ ny,cMgy mOky joV ley jy kwl ƒ koeI iemfndfrI df zMigaf aPsr af igaf qF ieh vI Krcy jfxgy.jy koeI ienkuafrI bYT geI qF sr igaf.hr koeI DwkyÈfhI df muwdf cuwkI iPrdf ey.hux mOkf ey inwkl cwldy hF.bwicaF df vI kuwJ bx jfvygf.muMzy `c nuks kwZxy Cwz qy hF kr.Pyr mF dy vI gwl Kfny `c bYT geI.qy ieh irÈqf ho igaf.
iBMdI pihlF pihlF qF aVH geI sI pr mF ny smJfieaF ”kuVIey knyzf jf ky qyrf BivwK bxjU.eyQy vI cMgf muMzf imlx dI kI grMtI ey?niÈaF df hVH vgdf ey eyQy.krYktr nF dI koeI ÈYa hY hI nhIN.qUM afpxy aMdr hI JfqI mfr ky soc.qyry ipAu ƒ qF qyrf koeI Byd hI nhIN pr qyrI mF ƒ qF sB kuwJ pqf ey.kdy vI bdnfmI dI kflK qyrf Gr qbfh kr skdI hY.ajy qF qyry ipAu dy ahudy krky lokI nhIN boldy.iBMdI ny soicaf mF TIk hI qF kihMdI hY mYƒ cfns Cwzxf nhIN cfhIdf.qy Auh rfËI ho geI sI.
AuWDr muMzy vfly socdy ik sfzy ÈrfbI kbfbI dhfjU puwq ƒ Qfxydfr dI kflj pVHdI vIh viraF dI kuVI,coKf dfj qy lwKF ruipaf nkd iml irhf hY hor sfƒ kI cfhIdf hY.dono pirvfr iewk dUjy ƒ dfa lfAux dI soc rhy sn.hor ivafhF dI afV ivwc rih vI kI igaf sI.
asl Kyz qF AudoN ÈurU hoeI jdoN iBMdI knyzf phuMcI.iBMdI dy Gr vfly amr ƒ kuwJ lok pihlF qoN hI mwqF dy rhy sn ik kuVI qyry qoN awDI Aumr dI hY sMBfl ky rwKIN.do do jObF qy lfky rwKI qF ik QwkI hfrI ƒ sOx qoN isvfey hor kuwJ vI socx df mOkf hI nf imly.Aus dy pirvfr ƒ Buwl ky vI spONsr krn df mOkF nf dyvIN Pyr ies kbUqrI ƒ bYTx leI iewk CqrI hor iml jfxI eyN.qYƒ qF Pyr AuWkf hI puwCxf nhIN.
AuDr iBMdI dI,jd vI mOkf imldf qF Pon rfhIN ieMzIaf qoN klfs lwg jFdI.ik `Gr vflf qyrf ÈrfbI kbfbI hY afpxf Gr sMBfl ky rwKI.nxfnF ƒ bhuqF mUMh nF lfeIN,vfDU dI dKl dy ky klyÈ puaFAuNdIaF rihxgIaF.sfƒ jldI spONsr kr,Pyr afpy af ky asIN sMBfl lvFgy.Gr qUM rohb nfl clfAuxf hY.`
iewk idn iBMdI ny cuwkI ckfeI ny kih idwqf ik quhfzIaF BYxF jF mF ipAu myrI iksy gwl ivwc vfDU df dKl nf dyx.mYƒ vI eynI ku akl hY.qF amr ny Tfh krdf QwpV mfiraf ik qyrI Ëurq ikvyN peI myrI mF jF BYxF ƒ kihx dI.bwsy eysy idn iBMdI df afqm snmfn ËKmI hoieaf sI.Auh socx lwgI ik ieh do tky df bMdf qy Auh vI ÈrfbI kbfbI afpxy afp ƒ smJdf kI hY?isrP iesdI Xogqf ieh hI hY ik myry qoN pihlF knyzf afieaf sI,ijvyN knyzf iehdy ipAu df mulk hovy.jy mYN afpxI afeI qy af geI qF do idnF ivwc sfrIaF PIqIaF Auqfr ky rwK dAUN joN knyzf vfly hox dIaF moiZaF qy sjfeIN iPrdf ey.Auh PwtV sIhxIN vFg ivs GoldI mOky dI qlfÈ krdI rhIN.
iewk idn Pyr ies gwloN qkrfr ho igaf ik mYN afpxy mF bfp spONsr krny ny.qF amr awgo buVk ipaf ik qUM ieh gwl socIN vI ikwdF.iBMdI ny ikhf ikAuN mYN iensfn nhIN mYN knyzf nhIN rihMdI,mYN kMm nhIN krdI.qyry nfl ivafh krvfieaf hY Auh vI kImq adf krky.mYN qyrI koeI Êulfm nhIN beI myrI iËMdgI dy PYsly vI hux qUM kryNgf.amr ny af dyiKaF nF qF ”KVjf qyrI kuwqI ËnfnI dI kihMidaF hoieaF Èrfb vflf glfs Aus dy mwQy `c mfiraf.cfr pMj QwpV vI jV idwqy.jdoN Pyr vI TMZ nf peI qF kOrzlYWs Pon Aus dy mUMh qy mfiraf aKy af bYl muJy mfr.iBMdI ny Ausy Pon qoN qurMq 911 Gumfieaf gwl ajy koeI vI nhIN sI kIqI ik amr ny Cfl mfr ky Aus ƒ vflF qoN PV ky kuwtxf surU kr idwqf.Pon buVk ky prF jF izwigaf.bfkI df cIk ichfVf pulIs ƒ Pon qy hI suixaf.imMtF sikMtF ivwc hI pulIs aYNbUlYNs qy Pfier dy alfrm AunHF dy Gr awgy vwj rhy sn.iBMdI ny ro ro ky afpxI khfxI dwsI,amr ƒ igRPqfr kr ilaf igaf.iBMdI ikqy hor rihx lwg peI sws shury ny nfl rihx leI bQyrf mnfeI sI pr Auh nf mMnI.
iBMdI ƒ bysmYNt Ausdy Qfxydfr ipAu dI mfsI ny duaf idwqI sI,jOb qF Auh krdI hI sI.iBMdI ƒ hux hr gwl ivwc pUrI afËfdI iml geI.Gr vfly Aus ƒ pirvfr df mYNbr hI smJdy hr gwl ivwc AusdI mwdd krdy.qy slfhF idMdy ik amr vrgy ÈrfbI bMdy nfl qF Auh rihx dI gwl idmfg ivwcoN hI kwZ dyvy.jo nF qF alkohilk hox krky kMm kr skdf hY,Aumr ivwc Aus qoN duwgxf hY qy pihlI pqnI dy bwicaF df awDf Krcf vI Aus dy isr ipaf hoieaf hY.AuWQy qF Ausdf BivwK iblkuwl surwiKaq nhIN.AunHF hI cuwk cukf ky iBMdI ƒ qlfk aplfeI krn leI mnf ilaf sI.AuDr amr dI Èrfb byhwd vD geI sI qy ies irÈqy df Bog pYidaF koeI bhuqf smF nf lwgf.
iBMdI ƒ qlfk df srtIPIkyt imlx dI dyr sI ik Aus ƒ nvyN irsqy afAuxy ÈurU ho gey.ies klyÈ dOrfn Aus dI sB qoN vwD mwdd krn vflI Ausdy zYzI jI dI mfsI ny hI sB qoN pihlF afpxy Gr vfly dy BqIjy nfl ivafh krvfAux dI ijwd PV leI.AuDroN srdUl isMG vI kihx lwigaf hux aOKy vyly mfsI ny aYnI mwdd kIqI hY jvfb ikvyN dy skdy hF.AudF vI jfx pCfx hY nhIN qF qlfk Èudf aOrq nfl knyzf dy lflc ƒ ivafh krvfAux leI qF hr iewk iqafr hY pr bfad mqlb inwkly qoN lok rOlf pf lYNdy ny.pqf nhIN iBMdI ƒ ikAuN lwgdf sI ik mfsI ny AusdI mwdd kIqI hI qF hY ik Auh muMzy df sfk krvf ky afpxy shuiraF qy rohb pf sky.iBMdI qF ieh vI cfhuMdI sI ik ieMzIaF jf ky afpxf mn psMd df muMzf cux ky ilafvy pr Auh afpxy ipAuu ƒ jvfb nf dy skI, jo afpxI DI ƒ dubfrf muPqoN muPq ivafh krvf ky vsf dyxf cfhuMdf sI.kuwJ ku nFh nuwkr krn qoN bfad hI iBMdI ny ipAu sfhmxy hiQafr suwt idwqy.qy srdUl isMG ny vI mfsI ƒ inÈMg ho ky kih idwqf ik ivafh df sfrf Krcf muMzy vfly krn.iBMdI dy ieMzIaf afAux jfx df Krcf,dyx jo Auh mMn gey.ikAuNik ds pMdrF lwK Krc ky muMzy ƒ kwcf knyzf Byjx nfloN qF ieh sOdf ssqf sI.
hF hox dI dyr sI hux mfsI ny muMzy dIaF isPqF dy pul bMnxy ÈurU kr idwqy ik hrjIq dI aYWm aYWs sI kIqI hoeI hY,koeI nÈf pwqf nhIN krdf bVf lYk muMzf hY.srdUl isMG muMzf dyKx igaf vfikaf hI gwl TIk sI.Cy Puwt lMbf kwd,gorf rMg,sohxf sunwKf iBMdI qoN isrP iqMn vry vwzf.muMzy ƒ pMj eykV ËmIn aFAuNdI sI bfhr KyqF ivwc Gr sI hor kI cfhIdf sI.AunHF iBMdI ƒ Pon krky sgn pf idwqf qy ivafh vfsqy jldI afAux leI ikhf.ienHF idnF ivwc srdfrf isMG dy privfr ny srdUl isMG dI rwj ky syvf kIqI.ijAuN hI AusdI kfr af ky ruwkdI Tfxydfr sfihb Tfxydfr sfihb huMdI boqlF KuwldIaF murÊy irMny jFdy.hrjIq vI vfr vfr gozy CUMhdf.srdUl isMG iBMdI ƒ Pon qy hr vfr afKdf ik eyho ijhf muMzf qF iksmq vfilaF ƒ imldf hY.
Pyr iewk idn iBMdI knyzf qoN Bfrq afeI,qy dohF df ivafh ho igaf.ivafh qoN bfad df smF bVf rMg rMgInIaF Biraf bIiqaf.jfx sfr iBMdI ny afpxy Gr vfly dy pypr Br idwqy.nvyN kƒn anusfr mYzIkl aqy ieMtrivAU AuprMq hrjIq knyzf phuMc igaf.mfsI mfsV ny dohF dI mwdd vI kIqI qy vwKrI bysmYNt vI lwB idwqI.dohF ƒ cMgy kMm iml gey qy gwzI cMgI irV peI.hux vfrI afeI mfipaF ƒ spONsr krn dI iBMdI dI ijwd sI ik pihlF Auh spOsr krygI ikAuNik knyzf vI pihlF Auho afeI sI.hrjIq mMn igaF qy dohF ny rl ky iBMdI dy pirvfr ƒ spONsr kr idwqf.knyzf ivwc vsy pMjfbI pirvfrF dy GrF aMdr mhFBfrq eyQoN hI ÈurU huMdI hY.
do sfl dI AuzIk qoN bfad jdoN iBMdI df pirvfr knyzf af igaf qF pirvfrk XuwD dI DUV hor sMGxI hox lwgI.hux iBMdI leI sfrf kuwJ afpxy mfpy sn.Auh hr roj AunHF ƒ GuMmfANdI iPrfAuNdI storF ivwc nfl leI iPrdI hrjIq leI qF ijvyN Aus kol smF hI nhIN sI.ijAuN ijAuN hrjIq dy knyzf vfly cfa iPwky pYx lwgy iqAuN iqAuN iBMdI dy nfË nKry vI bdlx lwgy.hrjIq ny hux shurF sfihb dy gozy CUhxy bMd kr idwqy qy dfrU vI puwCxoN ht igaf.hor qF hor Auh kMm qoN afky cuwp cupIqy afpxy bYWz rUm ivwc jf vVdf.srdUl isMG ƒ jvfeI dI ieh gwl cMgI nf lwgI.Aus ƒ qF afpxI pihlF vrgI afAu Bgq cfhIdI sI pr AusdI jgf bgfvq dI bUa kfrn Aus df dm Guwtx lwgf.Auh afnI bhfnI DIey gwl sux ƒhyN kMn kr vflI pfilsI qy tkorF krdf ik knyzf df qF pfxI hI cMdrf hY eyQy afky qF sfry bdl jFdy.hor qF hor dflF sbËIaF df svfd vI Auh nhIN rihMdf.ieMzIaF ivwc bixaf mIt mUMhoN nhIN sI lihMdf eyQy aflUaF qoN vI BYVf lwgdf ey.iksy vI cIË ivwc Auh sugMD nhIN irÈiqaF ivwc inwG ikwQoN hoAU?
iewk idn Auh hrjIq ƒ suxf ky kihx lwgf ik ”kfhdf knyzf hY mYN qF af ky Ps igaf ieMzIaF ivwc vIh sfl nOkrI kIqI hY kdy nfgf nhIN sI ipaf,eyQy qF Auh vI nhIN juVdI.hrjIq kihxF qF cfhuMdf sI ik Qfxydfr sfihb eyQy hwk hlfl dI kmfeI nfl qF Gr df msF qorf qurdf hY Auh hrfm dI kmfeI vflI aYÈ vflf islslf eyQy nhIN cwlxf.pr Auh kih nf sikaf iBMdI ny jrUr afiKaf ik zYzI jI qusIN koeI kMm lwBoN ieh dfrU dI afdq nhIN cwlxI eyQy.qF awgoN srdUl isMG ƒ QfxydfrI qfa cVH igaf ik awCf hux Qoƒ myrI do Guwt dfrU vI cuBx lwg peI hY.ieMzIaf myry awgy koeI kusikaf nhIN sI qu hux myrI kuVI vI mYƒ mwqF dyx lwg peI hY.Auhny qF eyQoN qwk vI afK idwqf ik qYƒ pVHf ilKf ky knyzf Byijaf,ivafh kIqf ik cwl cfr idn suwK dy dyKFgy jy nhIN sMBfl huMdf qF sfƒ ieMzIaf ƒ cVHf idAu.mYN qF ieh pMgf qyry Coty Brf krky ilaf sI ik cloN bfhr inwkl jfvygf nhIN mYN qF AuQy hI bQyrf sOKf sI.
ipAu qoN hoeI byiewjqI df bdlf iBMdI ny hrjIq qoN ilaf ik qUM myry zYzI ƒ puwCdf nhIN cwj nfl bulfAuNdf nhIN qF hI lVfeI hoeI hY.Auh qF ieh vI kih geI ik qUM knyzf dy lflc ƒ ivafh krvfiea sI jdoN mqlb sI qF ieh hI zYzI Qfxydfr sfihb lwgdy sn qy gozI hwQ lfAuNdf sI hux klfm krky vI rfËI nhIN.ieh islslf roË vDx lwgf.ieMzIan mfilk mkfn ƒ vI QoVI iBxk pYx lwgI ik kuwJ gVbV hY Auh vfDU dI dKl aMdfËI krn lwgf.qF AunHF bysmYNt Cwz ky apfrtmYNt lY leI.AuWQy jfky ieh lVfeI Gtx dI bjfey sgoN hor vI vD geI.ijAuN ijAuN iBMdI sfrI lVfeI df BFzf hrjIq isr BMnx lwgI qF awgy qoN Auh vI bolx lwg ipaf.iBMdI dy ipAuN ƒ Auh lVHfeI dI jV kihMdf qy Aus dI mF ƒ PPy kuwtxI aOrq.jo afpxy puwq aqy jvfeI ivwc bhuq Prk rwKdI pr Ëubfn qoN pqf nf lwgx idMdI.iBMdI hrjIq ƒ afKdI ik qUM myry qoN sVdf eyN myry pirvfr dI KuÈI nhIN vyK skdf.hrjIq kihMdf ik qUM hux myry nfl ivafhI hoeIN eyN pyikaF df sbMD Gtf qy myry leI smF kwZ.pr Auh awgoN kihMdI ik eyQy sfry brfbr ny jy qyry mF bfp qyry kol afky rihxgy qF myry vI myry kol hI rihxgy«Ausdy kwby suBfa sfhmxy hrjIq hiQafr suwt idMdf qy Èrfb dy do iqMn glfs cVHf ky sON jFdf.
hux Gr ivwc do iDrF bx geIaF sn.iewk kmry ivwc iBMdI qy hrjIq dUsry ivwc srdUl qy Ausdf puwqr.mF dI mYtrYWs ilMivMg rUm ivwc.keI vfrI nÈy dI lor ivwc srdUl isMG afKdf hux vyK lY knyzf dy rMg bYWz qy pYxf vI nsIb nhIN huMdf vwzI TfxydfrnI ƒ.iesy lVfeI JgVy ivwc iBMdI dy kuVI vI ho geI.Auh hux jxypF CuwtI qy Gr rihx lwgI afmdn Gt geI qy Krcy vDx dy nfl nfl klyÈ vI vD igaf.ijAuN ijAuN klyÈ vD irhf sI amr dy glfs ivwc pYx vflI Èrfb dI imkdfr vI vD rhI sI.
AuDr srdUl isMG ilMivMg rUm ivwc bYTf tIvI vyKdf jF Èrfb pINdf rihMdf AuDr hrjIq afpxy kmry ivwc.dohF ivwc qnfa vDdf hI jf irhf sI.hux qF AunHF kdI iekwiTaF bYT ky rotI vI nF KfDI.shury jvfeI vflf irÈqf idno idn iCwdx lwgf.dovyN gwlIN bfqIN iewk dUsry ƒ nINvf idKfAyNdy rihMdy.jdoN hrjIq afky kmry ivwc bYT jFdf qF iBMdI afpxy mMmI zYzI qy Brf nfl hfsy dIaF PuwlJVIaF ibKyrdI gwlF mfrdI.Auh afpxy ipMz dIaF,irÈqydfrF dIaF qy iPlmF dIaF gwlF krdy.awDI rfq qwk hf hf hI hI dy Thfky gUMjdy.AuDr hrjIq ƒ iewk cVdI qy iewwk AuWqrdI.hrjIq kol jFdI ƒ hI iBMdI ƒ swp suMG jFdf mwQy dI iqAUVI hor gUVI ho jFdI.Aujy Auh ies qy ieqrfj krdf qF Auh tuwt ky pYNdI ik sfzI KuÈI Qozy qoN bRdfÈq nhIN huMdI.jy nhIN jr huMdf qF sfƒ Dwky mfr ky bfhr kwZ idAu.myry mF bfp hor hux ikwQy jfx”? Auh vfDU df klyÈ KVf kr lYNdI.eyho ijhI aOrq ƒ bulfAuxf qF icwkV ivwc iewt mfrn vflI gwl hY ieh soc ky hrjIq iewk do vfDU glfs hor cVHf jFdf.
iewk idn sfrf pirvfr bYTf slfhF kr irhf sI ik agly sfl Auh muMzf ivafhux jfxgy amIr Gr dI sohxI sunwKI kuVI Bflxgy jo iblkuwl iekwlI hovy spONsr krn vflf vI koeI nF hovy qy pRfprtI vI sfrI afpxy sonUU ƒ af jfvy.Auh qF ieh vI kih rhy sn ik jo dfj ivwc pMdrF vIh lwK imlygf Ausy dy zflr bxf ky Auh nvF Gr KrId lYxgy.hrjIq ny jdoN ikhf ik ieh qF sOdy bfjI hY qF iBMdI bolI eyQy sfry hI krdy ny.knyzf qoN jfxf hY muMzy ny.nfly jy agly dy cfr pYsy Krcy hoxgy qF hI aglI pRfhuxy dI iewjq krU qy kuVI ƒ vI Gr afpxf lwgU.qF awgoN hrjIq boilaf kih dyxf sI afpxy bfp ƒ mYƒ vI kuwJ dy idMdf qF qYƒ vI shurf Gr afpxF lwgx lwg jFdf.hux qwk qF pykf Gr hI qyrf sfrf kuwJ ey.bws eynF kihx dI loV sI Pyr ho geI lVfeI ÈurU.iBMdI kihx lwgI ieh qF mfsI krky ho igaf irÈqf qUM Èukr kr nhIN qF qyry vrgy vIh vIh lwK cuwkIN qury iPrdy ny.qUM bolx jogf hI kI eyN knyzf vI qYƒ asF hI idKfieaf hY.ieh myry hI ipAu df asfn hY ijs ny qYƒ hF kIqI sI.AudoN qF knyzf dy nFAuN ƒ qyry mUMh ivwc vI Ëubfn nhIN sI.vfikaf hI hrjIq qrs df pfqr bx ky rih igaf sI.
Gr ivwc dohrf mhOl sI soƒ Gr afvy qF iBMdI Bwj ky Aus leI jUs lY ky afvy mF qfjf qfjf Pukly bxf ky puwqr leI dyvy srdUl dy ichry qy muskfn ibwKr jfvy.pr jdoN hrjIq Gr afvy qF nF iBMdI ƒ puwCx df smF nF iksy hor ƒ.jy Auh kdI puwC vI lYNdf ik cfh bxI hY qF iBMdI dI mF afKdI eyQy ikhVf bflx zfhuxf ny cfr kwp pfxI pf qy Dr dy nfly asIN pI lvFgy.eyQy qF bMdy vI Grdf kMm krdy ny.nfly jmfeI BfeI qF ieMzIaf ,c huMdy ny hux qF Eqy vI koeI nhIN krdf,knyzf `c qF sfry hI brfbr ny.pr Auho mfqf afpxy puwq leI syvF krn vflI ƒh qy jvfeI dI KfqrdfrI krn vfly shury Bfl rhI sI
iBMdI leI afpxI mF vfsqy bQyrf smF sI jF Auh ipAu ƒ lYky Auh qurI rihMdI Brf dy vI sfry kMm krdI pr hrjIq leI Aus kol kuwJ pl vI nF huMdy.Auh kohlU df bld bx ky rih igaf.GroN kMm qy aqy kMm qoN Gr Aus df jIvn sI jF do cfr pYWg Èrfb dy.ajy vI iBMdI dI mF mwqF idMdI ik qUM ies dy Pon cYWk krdI irhf kr ikwQy ƒ krdf hY.bYNk dy akfAUNt afp cYWk krdIN rhI knyzf swd ky qF eyho ijhy aYdF hI kfbU aFAudy nhIN qF AuzfrI mfr jFdy ny roj ikwsy suxIdy ny.mF ƒ ieh Gr afpxI kuVI df Gr hI lwgdf hrjIq ijvyN koeI mihmfn Tihiraf hovy.soƒ BfvyN kMm vI krdf qy pVHdf vI pr Gr Krcf nF idMdf sfry kihMdy ik agly sfl dI pVHfeI leI pYsy joVdf hY.Gr df soPf tI vI qy hor smfn sfrf Auh hI vrqdy hrjIq qF afpxy Gr hI ibgfnf bx ky rih igaf sI.jo Ausdf smfn sI Auh sfiraF df sFJf jo smfn soƒ lYNdf Auh stIrIAu hovy jF kfr Auh isrP Ausy df hI.ieh qF srf sr Dwkf ho irhf sI.
iBMdI ny Gr df kMm kfj krnF qF pihlF hI Cwizaf hoieaf sI hux kuVI sMBflx df bhfnf iml igaf sI.ieh bhfnf iekwlI kuVI ƒ sMBflx df nhIN sI mfipaF ƒ nfl rwKx df vI sI.jy Auh awz huMdy sn qF guËfrf cwlxf muÈkl sI.hux nF Pon,nF tI vI,nF koeI ibwl bwqI nwl rih ky hI srI jFdf sI qy soƒ afpxy pYsy pVfHeI qy lf irhf sI.srdUl isMG vrgy pwky ÈrfbI leI kMm krnf qF bhuq aOKf sI.pMjfb ivwc Aus ƒ awqvfd dy smyN qoN hI DmkIaF imldIaF af rhIaF sn.lok qF ieh vI kihMdy ik nËfieË puÜs mukfbly bxf hI Aus ny QfxydfrI dI PIqI luafeI sI.Auh qF kuVI dy bhfny msF pMjfb Cwz ky Bwijaf sI qy AuWQy jf ky rihxf qF Aus ƒ swp dI ibrmI ivwc hwQ pfAux vflI gwl lwgdI sI.hrjIq jo afpxI mrËI dI afËfd iËMdgI ijAUxI cfhuMdf sI Aus ƒ shuiraF df vwK hoxf AUT dy buwl vFgUM jfpx lwgf jo izwgx ivwc hI nhIN sI af irhf.Auh socdf pqf nhIN ieh kmrf bMdI kdoN ku qwk muwkxI hY.iBMdI qF huxy qoN sxfAux lwg peI sI ik jy mMmI AunI awz ho gey qF rIqU ƒ kOx sMBflU?Gr df Krcf qF pihlF hI nhIN qurdf bybI isitMg ikwQoN pya krFgy.hrjIq kihxf qF cfhuMdf sI ieh cMgI blYkmyilMg hY pr byvs hoieaf krdf kI?Aus dy afpxy mfipaf ƒ bulfAux jogI afmdn bxdI hI nF bxdI qF,qF jy iBMdI iksy cwË hfl nfl kMm krdI.guËfrf nF qurn df kfrn vI ieh vfDU df isVI isafpf hI sI jo Auh pfeIN bYTy sn.ies gwloN gory,BfrqI pirvfrf qoN hËfr guxF cMgy sn ijMnF ƒ jIvn mfnxf afAuNdf sI.jo eyho ijhy Kljgx ivwc kdI nF pYNdy.
ipAu dy bdlx nfl soƒ dy qyvr vI bdl gey.hrjIq Bfa jI df hux Aus dy mn ivwc pihlF vflf siqkfr nhIN sI irhf.Aus dy qF qOr qrIky hI bdl gey sn.Auh afpxy afp ƒ pUrf knyzIan smJ irhf sI.kMn ivwc muMdr pfAux dy nfl nfl Aus ny kfr ivwc hËfr zflr Krc sb-bUPor izËItl qknIk vflf imAUiËk isstm lgvfieaf cwldf qF Dmk nfl kol KVIaF kfrF vI ihwldIaF.AuWj Aus ƒ iÈstfcfr df kwK vI pqf nhIN sI.bUtF smyq Auh Gr dy kfript qy quiraf iPrdf.ijwQy vyKdf kwpVy suwt rwKdf jurfbF qF QF QF qy suwtIaF huMdIaF.mF cuwky jF nF cuwky.kwpVy Aus ƒ pRYWs kIqy hoey imldy.KfxF Kfx lwigaf Auh sO sO nKry krdf ik afh nhIN KfxF aOh Kfxf hY hwd drjy df cBlfieaf hoieaf.AusdI mF aqy iBMdI Ausdy sfry nKry pUry krn ivwc hI juwtIaF rihMdIaF.dUjy pfsy hrjIq afpxI rotI vI afp pf ky KFdf,Aus ƒ cfh pfxI vI koeI nF puwCdf Kfxy dI psMd qF Aus ƒ puwCxI hI kIhny sI.Aus ny jdoN vI kdy ieqrfj kIqf qF iBMdI Aus ƒ lVfeI df rUp dy idMdI qy srdUl isMG ƒ kihx df mOkf iml jFdf ik knyzf kI kwZ idwqf hux iesy dy KMB sUq nhIN aFAuNdy.
pwQr qy bUMd peI nF peI vFg iBMdI qy koeI asr nF ipaf.Ausdy pirvfr dIaF mnmfnIaF vDdIaF hI geIaF aqy hrjIq dI Èrfb vI.hux Gr ivwc pey klyÈ df kfrn hI AusdI Èrfb dwsI jfx lwgI.srdUl isMG hr iksy kol kihx lwigaf ik AumfVI iksmq hY ÈrfbI pwly pY igaf kuVI ivcfrI kI kry”.jdoN ieh gwlF hrjIq dy kMnF qwk phuMcdIaF qF Aus mnoivigafn ËrbF Kfa jFdf Auh jo mUMh afieaf Auh boldf.keI vfrI qF srdUl isMG df jI kIqf ik Aus ƒ pMjfb pulIs vflf Gotf cfVy.Aus dy lUhrIaF AuWTdIaF Auh iBMdI ƒ kihMdf ik qUM iewk vfrI kih mYN qF eyho ijhy sYNkVy iTkfxy lfey hoey ny.Auh ny qF ieh vI suJfa idwqI sI ik ieMnÈorYNs qF ies dI hY hI kyrF ieMzIaF ƒ cVHf dy Pyr mYN jfxf jF myrf kMm.sfrI Aumr aYÈF krygI koeI hor muMzf lwB ilaFvFgy knyzf dy nF ƒ AuQy bQyrI hyV qurI iPrdI af.pr eyh ƒ qF kyrF puwq bxf dUMó. ajy qF myry bQyry ilMk ny ijwQy pMjfb pulIs ny pwcI hËfr gfieb kr idwqy iewk hor seI kI Prk pYNdf ey.iksy lutyry dy nF pf CwzFgy.pr iBMdI hIaF nf krdI Auh jfxdI sI ik knyzf ivwc qF pMjfb pulIs df rfj nhIN AusdI sMGI ƒ vI hwQ pY skdf hY.
afKr iewk idn ÈrfbI hoey hrjIq ny PYslf suxf hI idwqf ik jF qF hux myry qoN qlfk lY lf jF Pyr pqI pqnI vFgUM vwKry Gr ivwc myry nfl rih.Aus dI idRVqf ny sfiraf dy pYr zolx lf idwqy.srdUl ƒ aYnf XkIn nhIN ik gozI hwQ lfAux vflf muMzf aYnF sKq ho jfvygf.kuVI df Gr tuwtxf lwgBwg XkInI sI hux qF lok vI kihx lwg pey sn ik jy qyrI kuVI dy Gr klyÈ pYNdf hY qF awz ikAuN nhI rihx lwg pYNdy.srdUl isMG ies brbfdI df ishrf afpxy isr sjfAuxf nhIN cfhuMdf sI hux do hI rsqy sn jF Auh kuVI qoN vwK ho ky rihx lwg pYx jF Pyr afpxy afp ƒ bdl lYx.AunHF nrm hoxf hI TIk smiJaf.
iewk idn nrm lihËy ivwc iBMdI ny hrjIq ƒ puwiCaf,”afKr qYƒ qklIP kI hY?qF Auh kihx lwgf ik mYN vI afpxy pirvfr ƒ spONsr krnf cfhuMdf hF,iesy krky qF AunHF mYƒ knyzf Byijaf sI.jy AunHF df kMm nF bixaf qF Pyr mYN vI eyQy rih ky kI krnf hY.”Ausdy mF bfp nfl iewk Brf qy do CotIaF BYxF vI afAux vflIaF sn.iBMdI Aus dy idRV ierfdy sfhmxy zol geI.srdUl isMG ny vI kih idwqf ik dyK lY jy qyrf Gr tuwtx qoN bc jfvy AunHF dy afAux qy ies ƒ mfnisk shfrf ho jfvygf Pyr Auh afpy ies ƒ Èrfb qoN rokxgy.nfly asIN qYƒ iekwlI Cwz ky QoVo jfx lwgy hF jy qusIN Gr lYxf vI hoieaf qF soƒ dy ivafh qwk asIN quhfzI bysmYNt ivwc rhI jfvFgy.pihlF qF iBMdI nF nuwkr krdI rhI ik aYny bMidaF df Krcf ikvyN krFgy ikwQy rihxgy.Pyr mMn geI.Ausdy hF krn dI dyr sI qF hrjIq ny jOb lYtrF bxvf ky afmdn vI bxf leI qy kuwJ hI idnF ivwc spONsr vI kr idwqf.
idn lMGidaF ƒ ikhVf smF lwgdf hY iewk idn hrjIq df pirvfr vI torFto eyar port qy af phuMicaf.Aus idn Auh qF bhuq KuÈ sI pr iBMdI dy pirvfr dI KuÈI kuwJ EprI ijhI sI.pihlF pihl qF dono pirvfr iekwTy hI rhy.pr kuwJ hI idnF bfad hrjIq dy pirvfr ƒ vfDU dI tok tkfeI cuBx lwg peI.Pyr vI eIÈvr kOr ny Gr df sfrf kMm iswK ilaf Auh rotI qy dfl sbËI afp bxfAuNdI BFzy DoNdI pr qF vI ƒh dy qyvr cVy rihMdy.bytI rIqU ƒ sMBflx leI Auh afpxI mF ƒ hI kihMdI ijvyN AusdI sws Gr dI koeI mYNbr hI nf hovy.
AuDr srdUl isMG sfrf idn afpxy kuVm idlbfg isMG ƒ lYkcr deI jFdf ik eyQy qF ieAuN huMdf hY eyqy qF ieAuN rhIdf hY.eyQy afh nhIN krIdf aOh nhIN krIdf ijvyN Auh koeI jMglI mnuwK hovy ijs ƒ swiBaqf df A a vI nF aFAuNdf hovy.iewk idn qF Aus ny sfP hI kih idwqf ik jy hux knyzf afey hoN qF PfrmF bgYrf `c kMm lwBo.srdUl dI ieh gwl idlbfg isMG qoN bRdfÈq nf hoeI ik Ausy dy puwq dy Gr ivwc hI Aus ƒ koeI iTwT kry.Auh hrjIq ƒ pY inwkilaf ik ”qUM mfAUN ijhf bx ky shuiraF Qwly lwg ky ijvyN mrjI rhI jf pr sfzy qoN nhIN rih huMdf.jy qYƒ afpxI hflq df pqf sI qF sfƒ ikAuN bulfieaf sI?jy kuwJ nhIN krn jogf qF sfƒ vfps Byj dy jF ikqy bysmYNt lwB dyó asIN nI qyry shuiraF nfl rih skdy”.bws Gr ivwc klyÈ pY igaf.iBMdI kih rhI sI ik hrjIq ƒ Aus dy Gr vfly cuwk rhy hn.myry mfipaF ƒ GroN kZvfAux qy quly hoey ny.irÈqydfrF ivwc pY ky smJf idwqf ik eyQy hr iksy ny afpo afpxf Kfxf hY ikAuN lVdy hoN?rl iml ky idn kwt lvo dohF iDrF ƒ Pfiedf hY.Auh vkqI qOr qy itk gey iewk dUjy dI gwl ivwc bhuqf dKl nF idMdy.
srdUl isMG ƒ iksy ny skIm idwqI ik qUM Qfxydfr eyN akl qoN kMm lY qyrF juafn muMzf qyry leI jYkpOt hY ieMzIaf jf kuVI vfly vIh lwK qF hws ky dyxgy Ausy df zfAUNn dyky Gr lY.hux srdUl isMG nOkrI qoN bxfey pYsy ƒ sFB ky rwKxf cfhuMdf sI qy puwqr df sOdf krn dI iqafrI ivwc sI.iewk zI aYWs pI aqy qihsIldfr qF afpxIaF kuVIaF dy irÈqy leI mUMh mMgvF dfj koTIaF qy kfrF dyx ƒ iqafr sn pr Auh sOdf txkf ky krnf cfhuMdf sI.AunHF ny apxf Gr dyKxf ÈurU kr idwqf.
Auh ajy skImF lfa hI rhy sn ik hrjIq dy GridaF ny Aus ƒ cuwkxf dy ky Gr KRIdx dI pihl krvf idwqI.hux svfl ieh sI ik iBMdI dy mfpy ikwQy rihxgy.iBMdI ijwd kr rhI sI ik Auh ijMnF icr afpxf Gr nhIN lYNdy afpxI bysmYNt ivwc hI rihxgy.shuiraF ivwc qF AusdI idlcspI hI koeI nhIN sI Aus qF mqlb qF isrP hrjIq qwk sI.hrjIq ny bQyrf smJfieaf ik hux qUM ivafhI hoeI aOrq eyN shurf pirvfr hI qyrf pirvfr hY pr Auh mMnx leI iqafr hI nhIN sI.afKr Gr lY hI ilaf.
Gr pRvyÈ vfly idn gurU gRMQ sfihb dI hfËrI smyN hI ies gwl qy klys pY igaf ik amr ny apxy mF ipAu df nF ardfs ivwc lYxf hY qF iBMdI dy mf ipAu df nF vI ilaf jfvygf.iBMdI kih rhI sI ik myrf vI Gr ivwc brfbr ihwsf hY myry vI mF bfp hn.irÈqydfrF ny bQyrf smJfieaf pr Auh hMkfr dy GoVy qoN nf AuWqrI.jdoN idlbfg isMG iksy irÈqydfr ƒ kihMdf ik mYN Gr lY ilaf hY.qF iBMdI ƒ swqIN kwpVIN awg lwg jFdI ik Gr myrf hY ieh kihx vflf kOx huMdf hY.Auh eIÈvr kOr ƒ qfany imhxy mfrdI hrjIq nfl vI lVdI.Gr BFvy idlbfg dy muMzy df sI pr Aus ivwc cldI srdUl isMG dy pirvfr dI sI.Auho kuwJ pwkdf jo srdUl isMG cfhuMdf.srdUl dI nËr ivwc qF idlbfg isMG df pirvfr pyNzU jwt bUtF df pirvfr sI.
iBMdI hr hflq ivwc afpxy pirvfr df rohb shury Gr qy bxfeIN rwKxf cfhuMdI sI.eysy krky qF Bog vfly idn sfry irÈqydfrF dy bYiTaF ardfs ivwc Aus ny apxy mfipaF df nFAu vI bulvfieaf sI.qF ik lokF ƒ aihsfs krvf sky ik Gr ivwc qF Ausy dI cwldI hY.ies qrHF krn nfl Aus ƒ afpxf kwd AuWcf ho igaf lwgdf sI qy afpxy Qfxydfr ipAuu df Èmlf hor TfT nfl JUldf lwigaf.Auh Gr ivwc afdm Kfxy dYNq vFg ibwPrI iPrdI rihMdI.hrjIq dI hoNd ƒ pYrF hyT lqfV ky Aus ƒ afnMd afAudf. pqf nhIN ies df mfnisk kfrn kI sI jF Ausdy aMdr Cuipaf koeI GtIaf px df aihsfs.hrjIq ƒ kuwJ vI smJ nf pYNdf Auh afpxy afp ƒ bOxf ho igaf mihsUs krdf.iewk pfsy mUrK pqnI dy dUsry pfsy Ausdf apxf pirvfr Auh do puVF ivwckfr ips irhf sI.
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